My latest discovery...

Well, actually I am too sleepy to post this, but rather I left it to become another procrastination thingy, I am trying my best to put it now...

Two days ago I met with someone...in which I dont know how to define her until...I havent found a fitting word to relate upon her existence...I would refer her as "diamant"...

She is...a person who I consider as a mirror to myself...in a stage where I never met with her...and the day before I met her, I dare to step into another stage...trying to meet her in person...and there I made it...along the way inviting one of my close friend to accompany us...in which I refer her as Red Ribbon and we had been close for almost 7 years now...

Once I able to meet with her, at first, I am facing a bit of grogginess...but somehow I got my learning curve...at first I was trying to ask about questions like "hows your life?"...but instead everything just went naturally...starting from small things...everything just went out very quickly for us to share of things really matter in our lives...and that was only the first we met...! But it feels like we had known each other for many years...

The thing that comes out in my mind afterwards is that..."I had to preserve this relationship at a very healthy state!"...

I dont know how this would lead in the end...but I want to put it on a good intention...which is building silaturrahim...and I would leave the rest for Allah to choose the best for us...

For the time being...I would like to correct the relationship I had with several close people I have in life...realizing that I have a big potential on being "unfair" or dhalim towards them...I would like now to be normalized for all...

Including to donna scholarista...I am sorry I have been pushing you for quite far...I should have listen to you better...about the friendship concept you were trying to propose me since the first time we met...

one more thing...
life is like a tennis game...sometimes you feel that you hit the best stroke...but faults are always there to alert you...whether you would be patient and learn...or you gonna be desperate and fail...

to mom...I hope you can find your role in the society...and wishing that dad will support you the best for that....my prayers on both of you...